An addicts relapse

No sex, no drugs, no rock n roll,

just sugar and the rush it gives,

a different kind of feeling,

and damage to health done.

I thought you and me had said goodbye,

gone our separate ways,

after all your just a food stuff,

how addictive can you be.

Turns out more than I thought,

six months of hard work and change,

but you were hiding in the wings,

ready to catch me out.

Is it boredom, sadness, frustration,

I just don’t have a clue,

what I do know is we got close again,

how many times do I have to say no?

For me you are like a poison,

will send me to my grave.

Sugar this time you will go away,

time to man up and to be brave…